细心

唉
这是我的缺点我知道
为什么啊。。

我也想要把每件事放在心上
我也要把好多事情都完整地完成

要怪只能怪我爸爸
他虽然不够细心。。
但是还是很细心

只能怪自己吧

我会好好的改
呵呵呵呵

ps: whole day??? i oso wont let it happen

it jz cant be the same

sumtime
action might be different wif own feeling
action usually coward bt feelings is so strong
but no wonder how strong is it,
it still lose to coward

sumtime u were angry bt pretend not
u r hurt .. pretend happy
u r happy pretend normal
want to speak out bt nt dare
want to giv idea bt still nervous ..

I dont know y human beings so complicated

jz cannot be honnest to ourselves
hahaha
too coward maybe~

its sem2

1st day, n i m absent for the class ady
hahaha..

i feel letih

feel wanna sleep ady

tmr will be good n nice day~~

i feel hungry~

nite

ps: no next time, i promise.

its rainbow

haha
my bro shout when c this..

wa nice

cherish

cherish on wat u hav
Family
Friends
And those important one..
Care their feelings....
Made them happy...
Feel gratefull coz god made us meet each other

Stuff u get from anyone
Take care on it
Dont spoilt it..
to show respect

Say thanks when anyone help u
Say sorry when u did hurt anyone feelings

Erhem

I noe i m totally fail on these..
Jia you
Ahaha



Ps: i trying to use to it and today is 25th september 2010 :)

dont like the feelings of regret

always.. Always i did smthg..
thn i regret after tat..
It oways happened altough i had experience..
I will doing the same mistake thn after tat i regret

Sometimes i regret for minor thgs..
Bt sumtime i regret for the important one

Sumtime it hurt others...
Sumtime it made myself suffer

Thn i start to regret..
Y i dont do it in the correct way at 1st...

I dont like the feelings of regret
Scared the feelings of regret

This sem break gonna over...
Finally my pama decided let me bek on sunday..
I learnt smthg is this sembreak..
Patient.. Toleration.. Doing smthg correct or else regret

Waiting sumtime worth
Tolerate with each other made will resulting a unexpected good result
Sumtime i really wanna blast..
Bt after i thinking the effect..
I starting control myself...
I jz shouting inside my heart...

I m oways tolerating wif fren
But to my brother..
I admit my eq is bad..


Erhem.. Sorry ya..
For all the word i saif that effect ur feelings,
N way i act...
I appologize..

Starting to think get rid my bad habbit
"Lazy.."
I repeat n repeat
It nvr really succeess

Day by day,
I will improve myself

Nex sem is not easy...
I wont do the same mistake as last sem
Thn regret..
I dun want any regretted feeling on my result
And everythg...

at last
Gd luck in ur trial ya...

:)

finally

good bye my 5610
Affter almost 4 years
I had finally have a new hp..
5610 is nice..
Really a super nice hp..
But day after day..
He ady is a grandpa.
Reluctantly i choose to giv up to repair n buy a new one

A sony ericson hp
I duno well abt hp function or wat wat wat
Bt this seem nice..
I hope it will be nice ba..
Thx my pa ma... My brother as well
U really so so sayang me
I noe i oways careless
I will Try my best take care it ( suo wei ben xing nan yi)
Erm....
I really mean it!

Hahahha

So.....
Thx my pama agn!!!
Happy..

its b4 12

its b4 12
Hw long ago did i slept b4 this
currently on9 using dad hp
On my bed..
Preparing to sleep

Recall smthg previously
when my room wif table
Full with books..
i like my college life if compare to 2ndarylife
2ndary life is so sien,
Summore full with tution
Hw cum i cn go so many tution previously?
I m sot dy?

Starting pity on my brother
He have at least one tution everyday..
Sumtime 2..
Haiz..

I feel wanted to eat smthg delicious..
B4 bek to kl...
Haha.

Happy mooncake festival
Hope that my frens
Stay happy n healthy

Something~ in my home

我家养了好多鱼

这是我家里唯一的宠物

也是我最不害怕的宠物

有些于很吵

很喜欢吵架

有些呢

静静的

游啊游

我很喜欢这张

从以前到现在的照片

从年轻的爸爸妈妈

到小时候的我们

虽然我都忘了我什么时候拍过这些照片

但是

感觉上很开心

最恶心的东西

味道怪怪的药

只希望快点康复，

我不要吃它了

弟弟的玩具

为什么他有

我没有。。

哈哈哈哈

从读再从读

以前的数学

怎么那么容易？

为什么他有那么多玩具？？

哈哈哈哈

加油努力的读书吧。。

不知几年级写的加油

怎么还留着??

我的第二个电话

每天滴滴答答的按着

打着简讯

有时好长

有时好短

但是必定有“哈哈哈哈”

然后传出去

有时候

等着等着

睡着了

有时候笑着

有是有着小小的感动

有时候很惊讶

到底为什么

可以轻松打败那一关啊？

唉

算了

剩下几天的假期

老实说

除了吃和睡

除了生病

去帮妈妈

帮弟弟

我什么都没做到

最后的最后

我好想念那个健康的我

feels like want to vomit

dun mention water of soup..
I feel want to vomit..
If it will feel better after vomit..
Thn let it be..

Oshhh.
Jz wake up
Hw many hours i sleep today?

I really feel uncomfortable for my tummy...

Eno doesnt help.
Ishhh

haiz bt haha.. Its complicated feelings

get food poisoning
Stomach feeling unwell,
Easy full n easy get hungry..

Cnt eat many thgs... Haiz
I shdnt eat tat siu mai 3 day ago de..
Finally papa take me to c doctor today

Actually i m nt totally upset wif it..
Coz
I get lots of love from my family
They abt my stomach every moment every day..
Lol
Its good when being take care...
Hahaha

But the saddest part is..
I have to take the pink colour liquid medicine..
Ishh i hate liquid medicine...
I hope it jz taste like stawberry milk shake..

Cn i dwan eat tat.. Its really disgusting..

At last.. I hope i cn get well soon..
after the pills n liquid medicine
Thn enjoying pg food

My bro is having trial tmr...
Good luck

i like the application tat the cat will repeat wat we speak..
Lol
it made the whole family laugh n laugh n laugh
enjoy the feeling when all of us being together..
Hehe

Haha
" lets forget our sad past tense n cherish our happy future tense"
smthg sad might not forget, bt feelings fade n bcum memory... So let it be~
life never easy...
Bt we try our best to made it happy...
We mz.. Hahahahahaha
^ ^

instead at ktar library, i m in penang library right nw

other thn eat n sleep..
My parent had assign a job for me..
Teaching my brother..

Erhem,
haiz...
I hope this little boy cn really wake up n be matured

This little boy mz noe tat his attitude is wrong..
I dont feel tat its effective if i keep telling hm
He mz noe hw the outside world
There are so much intelligent person outside..
N wat he noe is jz mini mini minor thgs
Cannot be so no manners
Mz toleratere others
Cannot insist smthg tat is not correct
Do wat u should do in the correct time..

we are in the library right nw..
I drive here.. ( wow . Haha )
N i hope we really study smthg tat might help in the trial..

I really cant imagine
His future..
I noe i meant to look down,
Bt y.. He dunwan to improve himself..
Aiks..
Can u give me something.. A pils, or a magic wound
Made this little brother wake up...

At last.
U r my family
I love you...

Ps: my hair drop seriously.. Oh no.. =O=







Pls, be matured,
U r no longer small kid
Try ur best in ur trial..
I noe u cn made it better thn ur previous result

i noe i shdnt

ya, its not my result..
nt my exam, either my future
y am i busybody here  n there

i know not much sister will do that for their brother
but for the one i care the most
i willing to busy body
do many thgs
my patient is really not good
bt i am keep tolerate
i nvr shout when i feel not good
i jz want u to study more .. tats it

i dont know whether its correct or not
i dont know whether you are listening or not while i teaching
one day, wat we learn is jz little..
keep wasting time there
ishhh... its really very slow u noe..
grow up, think matured pls
u r 17.. wat attitude u hav??

i dont know whether they good in study or not
but i dont think so
i think i should not look down on them
but, jz their attitude
they dont show they want to responsible on theirselves

pls la..
open the book and study is really our responsible
nobody like it, but we should do that
at least study something u learn n pass the exam

nt only playing computer games, going out, chit chat, pakto ..
wake up these 17 years old ppl
spm is jz in the corner
trial is 3 day later

what u all do now?
not studying.... i dont care
at least dont disturb others
u all want to fail.. go ahead..
i dont know y ... trial is jz 3 day later
n i preety sure u all never really understand abt any subject
sejarah ? geografi? science? math?
did u all really seriously open the book n study.. understand the concept
pass is really not hard if u really do so
u all didnt show any fear abt it???

manage ur time pls
dont waste others time

spm is not really important
but is a basic to enter to the next level
5c... i thk is ady very hard for u all

at last..
u all seriously disturb my brother
stop talking.. or singing
go back home..
open ur book
and study PLS!
ur pama is worrying...
y their little small girl havent back
y their little small girl not studying since the exam is 3 day later
y????

= =
i am not angry~

电话的用途

电话的用途？
常常就是聊聊天啊
诉诉苦啊。。
问功课之类之类的
发发简讯的

上了学院，
说电话的时候开始频乏
朋友之间就算在学校见面后，
还是一大堆话题

妈妈，特别喜欢在回家的路途说电话
打给在怡保的婆婆
说说他们煮了什么？
做了什么。。
因为，几个月才能见几次面。。
透过声音，关心彼此。。
了解彼此。。
笑着说话
很开心，也很温暖。。


有些人，
不喜欢电话整天响
不喜欢被催促。。
接也不是，不接也不是。。 哈哈哈哈

妈妈的电话，
就和爸爸的一样
响个不停
他们真的很忙。。
如果可以，他们一定很想把电话关掉至少一天吧。。

发简讯，
大家最爱做的事，
哈哈哈
彼此最好的联络方式
打了几句嘘寒问暖。。
可以在最快的时间知道
彼此的消息
比写信还要快多了 XD

他们说，
电话让人失去自由。。
而我又不怎么觉得，
反而说，
我真的不了解没有电话。。
如何生存？
写信的生活？
需要好大好大的耐心和耐力。。
很佩服以前的你们。。

电话，人与人的沟通工具。。
慢慢的
这个方方的东西
已经成为大家生活
很重要很重要的一部分

ps: 1）我要换电话啦~~希望这次回顺顺利利的拿到它。
      2）hahahaha XD

i hate numbers... n numbers hate me

doing key in or checking smthg
aiks
i found that
number hate me
and i hate number

force myself checking many many numbers in the office
i jz wan to sleep that time
those number made me feel dizzy

Altough i want to learn more
but i still hate number, hate work
hahahaha
bt who love it
so the conclusion is..
we have to do smthg altough we dont like it
this is life

however
i hope i wont be so careless agn
n made all the thgs nearly to perfect

hehehe

photos~~~

meng leng n me ... we looks so "twins" XD

my family

i love wine~~

Happy Birthday grandpa n ma

little cute kid tat like to fall down

方大同 X 王若琳 - It Might Be You

penang~~

Home Sweet Home

In the morning,
i jz go brush my teeth.. n my messy bed had been arranged nicely when i go out from my bathroom
i feel really shock + hapy
i noe i shdnt be so lazy
That i am always repeating not to being a lazy girl
altough nvr sucess
but jz 2 weeks....
i cn no need to worry abt housework
no need do the laundry
no need clean my room
no need wash the dishes
n tat made me feel indeed happy
I m still so lazy... lol

jz wake up late on the mnorning
n somethg difference is
i wasnt awake bcoz of my alarm clock
but my MAMA shouting in my room.." Ah san, hai bu sing a"
it nvr success awake me the 1st time
My mum tat noe me so well will awake me after 15mins
hahaha

having simple breakfast
coffee + biscuit
I feel so full abt yesterday till now..
so i jz hav a little of it...
grandpa reading newspaper..
telling me abt mobile kidney's machine
he seems so happy abt the new creation

mama still shouting there
ask me y not preparing breakfast with her

grandma is ady started to prepare dinner
we are having steamboat tonite..

lastly papa n brother jz cum bek from hiking + subway

papa n mama is so concern abt my tiny wood
they use the clip n needle help me to take it out
but.... its too pain to continue and i decided leave it in my finger
papa say it will cum out together wif the shui pao
hope tat is true

n they continue their drama now
ya... drama

it 12pm now
i hav to awake my brother ask hm to study
sejarah.. math,,, account
i hope i do not 4gt a lot abt tat

Its all simple, but i really enjoy it
except the hot whether here

12.05 pm Peak San is typing her diary in her room that without table 

PS: I still miss you all. hahaha

foods...

when i thk ipoh
1st i will abt chong family here
n the 2nd ..
certainly ipoh foods

Ipoh foods is more delicious thn penang food tripple...
hahaha
sorry for nt supporting penang, dad..

tis is wat i called food...
i really fullfilled
but... i stil want to go jogoya
hahahha

Having sore throat right now
but how about the bbq party tonight...
Haiz.. i dont thk i going to abandon those delicious bbq fish.. chicken wings..
so how... Jz eat la... hahahha

the sadest part is
eat gain hapiness
as well as weight ..
ishhh
not fair... hahaha
----------------

klcc

klcc
a place.. tat sell expensive branded thgs
haha

step up 3 is so nice
impressed~~
yeng arhhh

but if i cn c the 3d show
thn tat will be perfect...

tmr i will going back penang
(b4 tat i will go ipoh)
bye bye kl
bye bye my cute fren

ps: too tolerating but still nice,,, hahahaha

hahahahahaha

my computer back..
i jz duno wan do now..


continue play computer??
or sleep?
or eat?
or watch tv?
or go cut hair?
or go pak li?
or jogoya?
or c movie.................. lol


abt jz nw exam,,
60 40.. ba
i hope i can pass
the calculator is so nice to click... lol


a few day day later will go back penang
having a 2 weeks holiday


starting feeling not use to it..
no need to sleep bcoz of studying
no need to use handphone on9
no need to go to library


so
the conclusion of these few week is
i feel I too lazy...
i feel so tired
My black eye circle is kinda dark
my room is dirty
my drink lots of tea and coffee
i go library almost everyday


A BIG THANKS for my friend
thx for caring & supporting as well
sorry for the emotional changes.. hahahaha
i know u all will surely forgive me
muaksss


facebook seems boring
feel headache
my bed is so attracting


haha


ps:
My friends...
is end of the sem...
I will miss you.. :)

dream

梦
刚刚又发了恶梦
最近的梦都很不好

庆幸的是只是梦。。。

即将要把这杯咖啡喝下
不知道可以耐多久
喝了咖啡
集中力应该比较好

哈哈哈
九点半了
四个小时不知道飞到那儿了

= =

加油，我只能对自己说。。。

promise

曾经试过
被答应但是对方
最后却无法完承诺的时候吗。。
这，
常常发生在爸爸妈妈身上
特别是爸爸
妈妈在这方面非常小心
要不是他有十足的把握
她才不会轻易说出口

那种感觉
不好，我知道

被放飞机的感觉
我不是很清楚
我没试过

不管多么不好受
我给你一次放我飞机的机会
来惩罚我
哈哈

再来，
我呈上
我最城心诚意的对不起
跟你道歉
可能你原谅了我
但是，
其实。。你可以偷偷的生气，
也是应该的。。

对不起
我知道，这不是第一次
甚至不是第二次
以经是第三次。。。
感谢你的大方原谅
:)

我
近有可能的答应
我不会这样了
相信我，我不是故意的。。

最后
偷偷的生气
不可以太久啊。。
哈哈哈哈

有一些事，很神奇

人于人的相遇很神奇
就是因为那个最开始的相遇
有那个缘份，
大家才会有缘做朋友
不管通过什么管道

任识彼此
似乎，很神奇，

试一试想想
我们是如何和我们的朋友相识的
可能是一个眼神，
一个动作，
或一句话
或是一种气味
开始有好感
想和对方做朋友

或者，
根本没什么好感。
但相处久后，
早就把对方当作很重要的朋友

如果，
当时选择沉默，
没有 交谈。。
我们还可能认识吗？
而，
当时，
是什么让我们有那个举动呢？？
:)

不管怎样

现在还联络，
或暂时失去联络的朋友。。
我都很珍惜。。

50 50

aiks...
50 50 agn..
My 20 mark gone,
Sumore many careless.
I dunno whether i cn pass this time agn or not

...
Year 2 is uneasy
Year 1 study method no longer effective...

I dun have many rm80
Popi popi..
God bless me!!
Aiksss....

Papa mama, i swear i will do better in next sem..

So tired, n headache..
I better sleep now...
Hahaha
Sleep might made me 4gt of this dissapoinment on myself...
Aikss
Chuah peak san is so sap bai