Sometime i really like to read previous post
Just did this just now
On my post related to my study life
Oh dear....
Starting missing that little small room
A lazy girl never leave her bed with her ipad
Btw
It is weird that
Everytime i recall something, i can sense the smell of that time.
Might be a freak in smelling????
Lollll
I dont know how to describe that smell of my study life.
Recall back
it was not fun, it was boring, it was tiring, it was lonely.
I almost forgot everything if i dont record it down.
However i still miss my study life though it was really bored, stressed, lazy, tired......
It is just part of my life, which i would call it.
A total freedom year for in a very good environment spending enormous gdp.
A kinda long silly name.
Hmmm
Frankly speaking
Being alone is freedom, but lonely.
nothing in uk is so special that attracts me to stay.
But i would said, here is safer, cleaner, nicer, colder than malaysia.
Maybe i do not feel special due to
I am not that outgoing person for outdoor activity, i do not have much friend to social. Thus i didnt explore everything, which i feel bad that i didnt grab my chance to explore.
But.... I was really enjoying my life being alone.
So sad to think of about back to malaysia. The only thing to be happy is about my lovely room. I am going back to decorate it as my dream room!
Btw.
My recent updates
Am stay birmingham with pek these few week
Feel so happy spending time with her
I feel that i turn healthy staying with her
Gotta back to sheffield to keep my things
Maybe send back to malaysia
And arranging trip for my parent, aunt, pek n my love for celebrating my graduation...
Though it is not the truth, but i deem it
Ahhh... The truth is, They just came here to have fun but not really for my graduation.
Whatever.....
Is kinda late now
I just dont know why i not easily get sleep at night....
Though i am so ugly in the photo, but i am really enjoying my holiday!!!!
Woohoooooo
Good night, the future me..
I hope you will be happy after read this blog.