Wednesday, December 30, 2009

ishhh

starting usint this word all the time...

nw in citc...

no on9 in home dy

wanna start study bt damn lazy

ishhh

ermmmm

recently thgs surrounded me nt tat gd

erm...

duno the problem solve or nt

hz..

sorry~~

erm..

frens

sorry if i say any tat disturbing ur feelings

i m so soorry

i dont mean it

~~~

________________

ok

wanna start study

hope i cn pass all my exam

oh yeah~~

ps: <>

Monday, December 28, 2009

i wan study...

pls let me study

dwan tink abt lame thg a while

dun lazy a while

pls..

i wan pass all

pls...

exam wanna start dy

today auto cad duno hw to do

erm...

hz

hz..

wanna really start study le la

tmr...

mayb this is the last day i use comp

sing crazily n loudly in car jz nw

OH YEAH, 你说你说你喜欢我。。
快跟我一起 rock n roll

smtiimes really like the privacy

alone,

cn talk wif myself,

do smthg tat no nid to care abt image

hahahaha

is kinda releasing the sadness

wohoo

sure i cn make it

^^

Friday, December 25, 2009

no more greedy san

dont have one think 2

dont wan to get wat u cant get

dont be so greedy

dont eat cake still wan french fries

dont drink bt still wan to drink 100 plus

u r so fat dy

dun gt a big bag bt still wan branded bag

dun gt a nice purse bt still wan a branded purse

dun.......

dun be so greedy

fulfill wif condition nw...

is gd enuf dy..

no need more

more u gt more u lost

more the hope more the disappointment

ishhhhh

merry christmas

the most romantic event

haiz

the most lonely event for those single

lol

k... bt i m nt tat lonely la

i might go shopping afterward

huhuhuhu

____________

my merry christmas wishes

santa

i hope whatever i have to face later

I wont sad long

But try to figure out bravely

and never let them affect my mood

stays happy always with my friends and family

happily go through the rest of my life....

and not too take serious abt all those thing

so that i wont too dissapointed or too sad...

___

Santa, it is easy rite??

hope my dream cum true...

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

my present 4




1st, is bday card from meng leng, how much effort u use i understand, especially recently really many assignmenthw u do tat... omg sure u exhausted
2nd, is bday card from all of my friend, meng leng one, kingston one, group b one, and card tat write by those who give me the SEED bag
3rd, shi kai send me this through msn... wow... gt heart.... ya// I like it
4rd, A beautiful punk cool shiny awesome perfect SEED bag from u guys...
tze ching, alam, mao2, ayday, dang 2, fong@ dad, wen jing, abby, shi kai, hwee sen, meng leng, phei hong, jia wei, ming khai, shirley, chin mei, saw soo sen,
still gt sumore ppl tat giv the present
i still dunno
I will add all after that
Muaks
I love all of it
Really, Meng Leng n Abby..
U guys still remember what the bag i want,
I never ever know that u all wan to give me this
Its so expensive you noe?
You really shock me
Hey guys,
Really
I love the bag so much
And So sorry that u al have to pay that much for my celebration
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my present 3


1st.. THe bag from isetan.... n the SEED bag inside it, with the bday card that full of my face...
Omg... You all really shock me.. Actually i m so happy u guys celebrate wif me in kfc at first, actually i nt mind the muffins too much, I just kidding, how small is the present is nvmd, i cn feel that the effort u all used... I take a lot of photo with u guys.. n many ppl hav the same bday wif me... haha..But... omg!! when the lecturer class going on, u all bring a big cake ( chocolate indulgence) n sing me happy birthday... omgosh... u all really shock me... i tought the celebration had over in kfc...
a muffins turn a big cake, n u al sing happy bday to me agn publicly, omg... i tink many ppl od dqs1 were feel that, i hav a gangs of gd nice friend, plan so well for my bday... Hey... I m totally shock!!!.... wow...this really is mine unforgettable birthday!!!!
Y... I didnt notice that? U all plan so well la~~~~~ ==
touching....
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my present 2



Chow Pak SHin n SEMENYIH give me this.... Hey.. Really I dont aspect tat u all will remember my bday.. I nt mean tat u al no heart, I jz shock, This id the most cute present i ever had... pak shin dun oways tink tat i help u so much... Actually ... i didnt do anythg la... hahahahaSemenyih... i do not noe u well... i m so sorry abt tat... u r an intelligent guy... sure i will remember u oways.. hehe
teach me measurement cn??? lol...


wow... I nvr think tat u will giv me a present la~~ shock!! so shock ... sumore u spend so much..zzz. so sorry abt that... i like lu guang zhong so much... wa~~ i listen to it everyday.. n stop my friend next my song agn in my car.. lov it ^^





New version... wow... i really duno wat is tat at first.. y no8??
nt no 7.. i tought where u gt tat, n wonder tat.. y so "qiao" gt my bday date...
wa
i nvr had tis kind of present b4... i will keep it 4ever.. lol
jun jie, u tel me nt to thx...
ok... i say..
i appreciate it....
lol
This is so special man!!!! like it agn...wahaha
就决定了我们要用微笑面对

my present



this consider the bday present from myself n my parents...
coz this is the salary for i teach my bro to study, n go work to office
omg... I love it so much
muaks... dad n mum... i love u



kingston...
my bubblegum friend
omg... u really bought me this
i dont mind u say my purse cacat
coz i love this purse
n i will use it from nw on
wat u mention in ur letter
i really dunmind... who ask u.. u r my friend..
its ok if u r happy..lol
haha...thx thx so much my friend.



pipi n ah yan give me this...
eh
i so hungry la
sumore gt smell
omg
many ppl wan eat it u noe??
lol... i love it i love it

Saturday, December 19, 2009

tmr bek kl

wat i had done in pg??

help mumy do sum stuff

bside,

watch hai pai tian xin,

thn...

shopping

eat~~~~

hahahahha
_____

so in pg,

i had really 4gt many sad, pressure....

wow...

i duno tat a holiday cn makes me so happy

day without house chore,

spend all the time wif family

i m indeed happy

really~~

smiling...

dont tink much abt anythg

___________________

i noe wat i wan ady

so...

i will

i will do wat i like

wat i wan

nthg to affraid of

i m big gal tat noe hw to take plane alone dy!

lol
________________


jz accompany grandpa n ma go dinner

they old dy

really

ya...

i hav to cherish them

cherish wat i hav

my family

really sayang me so much

hw cum i cn tought they nt really care of me

omg

they really love me so much

n of course

i love u all so much

muaks

~~~~~~

Friday, December 18, 2009

finally know what i want

in penang actually kinda many time

brother nt here


jz my parents n grandparents


no fren go out too...

zzz

haiz

still on9 24 hours

wow..

going to exam dy

study nthg yt

haha

nid to study dy

_______________________

afterward mayb will go buy tou sha bing

let u all eat

mayb la...

scared traffic jam,

n my dad kinda busy recently..

mayb no time..

lol..

________________

so ....

wat special abt i bek penang

wat i do?

i cum office,

bt curi tulang...

n thn go exercise

yesterday try yoga medidated

wow, kinda exhausted

on the relax section,

i m totaly sleep

lol!!!

yoga teacher said,

when u r medidated,

smthg will cum out in ur mind,

n tat is the source of ur pressure..

i gt an image...

bt when i want to figure it out,

the figure lost...

i duno wats tat

aftertat many thg in my mid,

bt i tink all tat is i tink purposely de

so i duno wat the source of my pressure is

or.... i dun hav any pressure??? lol

kinda happy after yoga...

really feel tat the stress release...

haha

still hiking today...

bt hiking is kinda suffer thg for me

nid to wake up early...

zzz

hehe

ok la

bek in pg spend many time wif family

i noe they miss me so much,

altough they nvr admit it...

i will ok if i bek alone agn

hahahaha

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

in pg le lo

ya... 1st time aboard plane alone

wow

i really so geng

fill fullfilhed n so happy u noe

tat i reach penang so succesfully

special thx to meng leng n kingston n abby

tat worry abt me all the time

wow...

really

i gt u all support and nt feel tat affraid

on the plane...

c lots of scenery

the view from plane to c msia is indeed beautiful

all beautiful like fake one....

i saw many kind of cloud

preety....

alone in plane,,,

ermm

qt lonely

n kinda missing u guys

( i jz say this to make u happy oni, actually i never think of u )

lol~~

blaugh u de la

sure miss u all

~~~

___________________

still nid time

__________________

wahahahaha

in penang now..............

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

tmr go back penang

lol.....

so

so

i will b back lonely

hz

kinda scared

bt i wan to be independent

so tat... i wont scared nex time if i hav to go back...

__________________

i nid time

ya i nid time

sure i cn

i cn de

yes~~

+u for me

Monday, December 14, 2009

my stomach pain

k...

i noe gt 2 ppl gt c my blog


my best fren

wanna talk abt u 2 today

abby n meng leng

bd gang

hahahahahahhahah

___________________________

meng leng talk cute nice gd kind gal

tat i ever meet

treat me so gd

gd ppl

abby... so bd n blur

nt yt is a cute gal

a gd listener

n a gd fren tat oways tink abt me

gd~~~

________________________

i wont publish bad thg... so u 2 pls dont b happy n tought u all dont hav bad thg.....

___________________________

lol

i will cherish u all

hahahahah

erm...

my stomach pain

............

dunno y???

omg

nasi lemak???

shyt.....

today afternoon b.serv test

haiz

still many havent study

shyt

hz

sleepy............

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Sunday, December 13, 2009

so....

drawing tech

b,serv

measurement

yaya.....

many thg in my mind

spining

i wish to stop it

lol

really

all of u will get well soon

n i hope tat lucky cn bek to u all as soon as possible

^^

iwan to be happy

n i trying to be happy

Saturday, December 12, 2009

最近怪怪的。

grandpa brother passed away

my cousin bro hav sum lumps on his face

the younger cousin bro fall from the stair

pipi going to ns

aunt high colestrol

zzzzz

many thg had happened...

Friday, December 11, 2009

tmr.... b,con test

no mood to study

kinda lazy when sem 2 start

haiz

hw cn i finish b.con 9 chap???

zzzzzzz

aza aza fighting

___________________________________

i wont never 4gt my hahahahaha....

jz....

ppl jz wont be happy all the tme

so gt somethg tat may hurt u

mayb is a thg tat make u stronger

make u elder

make u more matured

n make u noe more abt the world is

Always remember that...

God have something for me to do

Thursday, December 10, 2009

我很抱歉。。

i m so sorry

i really shock when i noe wat u feel

i m repeating repeating look at the msg

n... i m guessing tat

u really gt a bit sad and dissapointed

i m so sorry i 4gt abt u

its jz my fault..

n y i m still trying to find excuses for myself....

i m so noob

a person tat dwan to really admit wat i hav done...

really ... nw i noe...

i m sorry

i m sorry i m kidding at u while u r serious

n...... i really a bd

tat dunno wat a ppl really tinking abt

y am i jz oni tinking abt myself

tis is really nt a right thg

i shouldnt ignore others

they were jz same as me

gt feelings and will sad

.......

I m so sorry

i dunno were u all feel disgusting when i repeating say sorry

i promise tat

i wont jz say

i will take some action


_________________________________________

my grandpa brother jz pass away

feel sad

i noe my grandpa really will be so sad nw

my dad,

a strong man,

tat trying to be calm down

hw many suffer and stress my dad is suffering

we are jz his heavy burden

and still nt helping hm

bt jz add the problem to hm

sorry dad

my dad say tat his uncle oways

bring hm here n there

when he was young...

wat he will tinking nw??

sure will be sad...

grandpa,

i noe u are really sad nw

he is ur brother

i dunno wat u all have been experienced b4 tat

bt the relationship between u n uncle was gd

i tink u r scared abt smthg too

i hope tat u dont tink so much

jz take gd care abt ur health

do many exercise

maintain ur physical and mentally condition

dont eat so many oilly thg

__________________________

wow... lg time no go back

i noe u all sure miss me

i will back home next week

alone boarding plane back to penang

i will be independent

n there is a power that lead me back

tat is u all....

i will bravely solve the problem tat i scared to be alone

n... sure

i will be strong and will take good care myself

dont do anythg tat let u all to worry abt me...

miss u all so much

__________________________________________

好像好多事情发生

我的心跳好快,揪在一起

酸酸的。。。。。

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

twilight n 2012

so....

today..

qt hurry..

2 movie in one day...

wow... is the 1st time i do like tat...

n oso 1st time go out wif other fren wothout abby n meng leng

is qt wierd

qt miss them

hehehehe

bt debbie tzeching n dang dang them is ppl tat qt nice

although nt tat familiar nw...

bt i believe

sure we will n familiar later...

today..

keep scolding ......

zzzz

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

要了解我的话。。。真的要读。。哈哈 虽然好长。。。但逗好准但逗好准但逗好准但逗好准

射手座
乐观与忧愁:射手座人的内心不是外表看上去那么乐观的,因为喜欢看的远,容易担忧的事情也就多,在他们的字典里,即使现在好,也不一定代表未来好,有时候很多人觉得很好的一个工作或一个伴侣,他们很轻易的就会放弃掉,可能只是因为一个毫不起眼的小原因。所以,这样的外在表现,就让人们觉得他们不喜欢被某件事情或某个人束缚住,追求自由的,没有压力的感觉。现实:常说射手座是追求梦想的人,但往往忽略了他们现实的一面,算计起来不会比处女座差哦,只是更高明更隐藏罢了。射手座人的梦想是必须建立在现实的基础上的,一般他们很少谈及自己的梦想,而是实际的去做一些向梦想靠拢的事情。如果可以借巧力完成的事情,决不会多花一点工夫。所以有时候射手座也容易给人耍小聪明的感觉。可是,不得不承认他们完成的还满不错。也许终其一生,他们都在考虑怎么巧妙的做一些事情,花最少的精力去达到最好的效果。所以,很多射手座看上去让人们会觉得很懒,但是其实他们的大脑可没有停下过思考现实的事情。拒绝低俗:几乎所有的射手座内心都是骄傲的,其程度绝不亚于狮子座。只不过他们不会显现在脸上,外在的表现总是随和的,恰当的。可是内在有着极强的自尊心,敏感也情绪化。因为射手座人心中是骄傲的,所以他们拒绝低俗,不喜欢任何俗气的、粗鲁的事或人。如果可以,他们希望一切有关的事物,都是优雅的、高尚的,值得品味的。而真正能让他们觉得值得交朋友或谈恋爱的人是很少的,虽然表面上他们是很随和的。多情:很多人说射手座多情,尤其是男性。其实在射手座人的心目中,对于爱情确实有理想化的倾向,和他们谈恋爱,是一件高难度的事情。他们非常讨厌俗气的人,所以你不能很物质或喜欢谈钱,但是他们又很现实,所以你不能一文不名,各方面也必须有一定的实力。物质与精神,你必须平衡的刚刚好,才让他们觉得你值得去爱。或者,你有足够的神秘感,可以让他们不知道你的缺点在哪里,而盲目的爱你。一般,当然是没有完美无缺的人的,所以,可能象金牛座这样永远会让射手感觉捉摸不透的闷闷的人,会非常吸引他们;或者象双子那样,足够机智,懂得察言观色,捕捉他们的情绪,才会让他们感觉到爱情的甜蜜。一般射手的感情模式是,第一阶段,你们还不熟悉,他(她)爱上了你,非常热情。第二阶段,你们逐渐熟悉,而他(她)开始龟毛,整天挑剔你的毛病,无论是背地里还是当面。如果你有幸通过他(她)的挑剔过程,基本挑剔出的毛病为零或者你把缺点保密的非常好;那么进入第三阶段,他们就又是忠诚和热情的爱人了。但是基本能通过第二阶段的人非常少,所以有了射手多情一说。其实射手对恋人的挑剔,是源于对爱情的挑剔,对丧失自由感的恐惧。射手座人的人生,往往是幸运的,因为他们是聪慧的、明朗的、通透的。与众不同,也许是他们终生追求的梦想,希望每一个射手人,可以找到他们的梦想! 
******* 
人人都说射手座是感情的骗子,对爱情不尊重,只追求片刻的快感,是花心与冲满欲望的象征。朋友们…你们了解射手座最真实的一面吗?射手座是大孩子,天真与善良,遇到爱情时,可能让人感觉不认真,付出的比谁都少。可是,知道吗?射手座很想爱,却也很怕爱!刚开始他们只是慢慢的付出,谨慎的爱,好怕自己会受伤。可是在一句一句的爱,一天一天的相处下,射手座把带刺的防备丢掉,开始不顾一切的去爱他们所爱的人,在别人眼中,只是射手座为了达到某种目的而作的行动。可射手座不介意,他会在自己幸福的想象中陶醉,希望对方能感受自己的爱,想对方觉得与自己一齐是幸福的。在射手座爱上了一个人,他会把自己放到最后。有苦自己承担,可能会因为吵了一场小架而不开心,却也是最快认错,无论谁的错,他们都会包容,知道吗?射手座会因为深爱一个人而原谅他的背叛,会因为你的一句话付出很多。
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他们爱玩,在玩的同时,也希望把那一份好心情带给你,射手座是乐观的。  
人们总觉得射手座的世界很快乐,可是呢?射手座难过时没有人知道,他不想让别人可怜自己,射手座不坚强,可是很善良。在你难过时哄你开心,让你有依靠,分手后,他会哭者去想属于你们俩幸福的回忆,也不想爱的人因为同情而勉强和他一齐。他比谁都希望自己爱的人快乐幸福,却常常忽略了自己,全身都是伤也笑着告诉你,我很好不用担心。  在所有人看到他的笑容以为他没事,却不知道失恋对射手座有多大伤害,华丽的外表下有一颗脆弱的需要别人了解和安慰的心。知道嘛?你的一点关心,心思细腻的射手座会记得你对他的好,把自己的爱毫无保留的送给你,射手座是不被了解的,可他们不会怨谁。他们会傻傻的认为,让我承担吧,别让别人也受到伤害。所以,不要让快乐的射手座痛苦,别让他们最有魅力的笑容成为掩饰痛苦的伪装,认真爱射手座。你会知道射手座的爱,是充满泪水的…

好久没写部落格了

最近都在忙 assignment

所以,好久好久

没写了

最近,

真的很忙

今天

因该时算个忙里偷闲的日子。。。

我的心情??

平平

然后

就是平平

————————————————————————————————————

呵呵呵呵呵

Thursday, December 3, 2009

Sometimes it really hard to b happy

Things not always happen on wat u wish to...

so..

dissapointed occurs

and mood affected...

abt" every thg cnt afected my hahahaha"

omg...

i nid to rewrite...

as mr king say

it depends

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

大笑的理由

突然间反省。。。

我大笑的理由真的那么简单。。。

那之前。。

我在做什么??

好久没有大笑了。。

什么是影响了我啊?

生活当然要大笑大笑的活下去啊!!!

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈

加油!!

不要为了什么。。。而忘了享受我的“哈哈哈哈哈哈哈”