我很抱歉。。

i m so sorry

i really shock when i noe wat u feel

i m repeating repeating look at the msg

n... i m guessing tat

u really gt a bit sad and dissapointed

i m so sorry i 4gt abt u

its jz my fault..

n y i m still trying to find excuses for myself....

i m so noob

a person tat dwan to really admit wat i hav done...

really ... nw i noe...

i m sorry

i m sorry i m kidding at u while u r serious

n...... i really a bd

tat dunno wat a ppl really tinking abt

y am i jz oni tinking abt myself

tis is really nt a right thg

i shouldnt ignore others

they were jz same as me

gt feelings and will sad

.......

I m so sorry

i dunno were u all feel disgusting when i repeating say sorry

i promise tat

i wont jz say

i will take some action


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my grandpa brother jz pass away

feel sad

i noe my grandpa really will be so sad nw

my dad,

a strong man,

tat trying to be calm down

hw many suffer and stress my dad is suffering

we are jz his heavy burden

and still nt helping hm

bt jz add the problem to hm

sorry dad

my dad say tat his uncle oways

bring hm here n there

when he was young...

wat he will tinking nw??

sure will be sad...

grandpa,

i noe u are really sad nw

he is ur brother

i dunno wat u all have been experienced b4 tat

bt the relationship between u n uncle was gd

i tink u r scared abt smthg too

i hope tat u dont tink so much

jz take gd care abt ur health

do many exercise

maintain ur physical and mentally condition

dont eat so many oilly thg

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wow... lg time no go back

i noe u all sure miss me

i will back home next week

alone boarding plane back to penang

i will be independent

n there is a power that lead me back

tat is u all....

i will bravely solve the problem tat i scared to be alone

n... sure

i will be strong and will take good care myself

dont do anythg tat let u all to worry abt me...

miss u all so much

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好像好多事情发生

我的心跳好快，揪在一起

酸酸的。。。。。